Sunday, October 3, 2010

YES on Prop D Please.

I love General Conference! What I don't love is that Brian has a very high chance of loosing his job if Prop D does not pass. And if he does get cut then we would have to move to a new city that's hiring. And if we move to where ever that new city is we would probably be there for good. Living somewhere new sounds super exciting but I wouldn't want to be there forever and not have our kids live close to all of our family. Not to mention that most other cities are in the same position as us and so they are also getting rid of cops. This is definitely going to be a big trial for us and a time when we need to hear and listen to the words of the Lord. That is why I'm so grateful to start this month off with Conference! This is time when I am so thankful for my testimony of prayer and the experiences I've had in the past to gain a testimony of prayer. I know that what ever road we are lead to might not be easy but it will be the right one for us as a family. I just wish I could take away the stress from Brian and make all this stop so he isn't so down. And I really wish this didn't put a stop to our plan for babies cause that makes me sad more than anything! well i should stop here before i continue to vent all night...

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  1. Hey Carina, I totally understand spiritual inspirations and if you feel that you should not have a baby right now then I completely get that but I don't think your circumstances should stop you from having a baby. Jarom and I are not in good circumstances for us having a baby. Our health insurance is really messed up right now and sounds like it's only going to get worse. If we do get pregnant soon and he gets hired into CES (church education system) that would mean I would have the baby right as he gets hired and he would be SUPER busy switching jobs. Also if he doesn't get hired we'd be on a REALLY tight income. There are soooo many things that should be stopping us from having a baby right now but the spirit has given us so many impressions that this is the right time. Like I said if the spirit is telling you this is not the right time then you should listen to that but if you feel good about you should move froward with starting your family. You'll only be blessed! :]

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  2. thank you tayler for that! stupid me but i didn't think of it in a spiritual sense just the fact that brian has the possibility of losing his job/our insurance so it would just be a 'smart' thing to wait for adding a big expense like a baby until we know what is really going to happen. but i guess if it is meant to be Heavenly Father will make it all work out! i'm excited to see you on thursday :)

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